im getting a bit tired of pretending im okay.
9 out of 10 times i smile, its fake.
10 out of 10 times, its like it hurts.
i know this isnt true but i feel like no one can relate, know one knows what im going through, but again, i know thats not true.
im getting annoyed of peoples fucking attitudes and bitching about stupid shit.
get over it.
i dont know how im going to study for exams and make these last 2 weeks work.
my energy is running low and yet i can stay up all night without feeling like i need to sleep.
my patience is coming to its end and im getting more and more distracted every time i try and do homework and assignments.
i dont care as much about school.
i dont care as much about anything really. i mean obviously i care, but some things just seem pointless.
for some people, it seems like you only asked me how i was, because of wat happend, not that you actualy cared.
if you cared, you wouldnt just talk to me for a few weeks than disappear again (i might be over thinking, or over reacting but this is how i feel)
grief does not go away in a few weeks, or a few months.
im going to be a mess for a while, even if its not noticeable.
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