white nosie

"As far as Im concerned, Shaw was a punk. 'Cause you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No, I realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure your still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for."
                                   - One Tree Hill

a multitude of casualties

Life is interesting.
It can be a bitch, or the sweetest thing ever.
It has its ups and downs.
It can be amazing one day and absolutly shit the next.
Its short and long.
Its scary and exciting.
Most of all, its unpredictable.

Even the psychics cant tell you how to get to where you will supposadly be in 20 years.

may angels lead you in

something ive just realised, a few of my posts start off talking about one thought and end in another.

clearly my writings all over the place, just like my mind and my thoughts.

if its love

Soul mates
Do they exist?
Personally I don't believe so.
In my opinion, soul mates don't exist, but I do believe that there are those who are perfect for other people. If there are people we don't get along with, or hate or just cant stand, than there can be people who completely fit perfectly to who you are, and in a way, make you whole.

There are approximately 6,697,254,041 people in the world, so how can it be possible that out of those some 6 billion people, there is only one person out there for you? What if you never find them? Does that mean you re fucked? No. Just means you need to look harder.
 If I were to leave, and move to Australia, most likely, ill find someone and possibly fall in love with them. If I go to japan, same thing. But I do believe in fate and destiny and I dont think that when u go out in search of love, youll be succesfull (of course there are exceptions though). If things happen,  its becuase they were supposed to happen. I was meant to be born in canada. I was meant to be born 10 years after my parents got married. Is it coincidence that the day I text my friend (who I havnt talked to in a while) is the day hes leaving for possibly ever, and I had no idea when he was meant to leave?
 No way in hell.
If you get hurt by someone, it was meant to happen. Who knows why, but maybe its becuase it helps you grow.

Those are just my opinions. That doesnt make them right, but for me they work.

an attempt to tip the scales

im finding it increasingly harder to stay patient

believe me, im lying

you say you dont want to add stress for me
clearly you dont think what you do and say affects me than

the game you dont want to play

" shoot all the bluejays you want,

if you can hit em,

but remember

it's a sin to kill a mokingbird."

- to kill a mokingbird