Thursday, August 19, 2010

run like hell

burn it to the ground

its been 263 days since ive heard your voice
or felt your hugs

its not fair

that  some people have to go through life trying so hard to get ahead or to over come something or many things, only to be crushed by something greater.
But they keep going and trying to move forward.
Only some people  end up moving past it though. why only some?
i dont get it.

hanging on by a thread

Love is fragile. And we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can. And hope this fragile thing survives against all odds.
-The last song

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

lets go all the way tonight, no regrets

we need to suffer to grow, in my opinion
unfortunately theirs those whose lives are just shit, now that isn't fair.
everyone has their flaws
some have more flaws than othersbut theirs always that one person (or more) who will always love you, irregardless of your flaws,
they accept you for who you are
granted they might disagree with maybe everything you believe in.
But in the end, if u need someone their to talk to, or to just know someones their to listen, their there
i love that the world isn't perfect.
imagine how boring a perfect world would be?
But than it wouldn't be perfect.
i don't think that nothing is impossible.
I do think that the exception to that rule, is that a perfect world is impossible.
there are many palces in the world that is fucked up, with many fucked up people in it, but not every where.

i love that people have flaws.
it may sound weird but think about it.
it shows that their human and real
and face it, a lot of things that u may not like about someone, are also things youou may like about that person.
it could be things that, when their gone, you miss.
or when someone else does it, its just not the same.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

we can dance, until we die

i need to clean my room
i need to get exersize
i need to eat healthier
i need to finish reading the books ive been trying to read for ages
i want to go for a run at 4 in the morning
i want to go on a trip again
i want to reconnect with some people
i want to learn how to dance
i want to learn how to play acoustic guitar
:)

pedestrians is another word for speedbump

i wonder what people think when they see me.
Whether it be a stranger or someone I'm really close with.
I always wonder what their thinking of.
Or when i see someone listening to music, i always wonder what kind of music they like, what song their listening to. Do i know it? Would i like it? Maybe id hate it.
You can never really judge based on what someone looks like. An emo looking kid could like Justin beieber, or miley cyrus. It's possible.

maria (i like it loud)

teenage dream reminds me of the cottage weekend.
maybe it was cuz we heard it a million times durring the trip, maybe its because theres just something about the song, the beat, the lyrics, that just reminds me of all the awsome times.
SUCH a good weekend!!
we need to go back again.
now wenever i look at the time and see 1am i think of what wed probably be doing. maybe watching a not so scary "Scary" movie, or maybe at the peir.
love you girls<3

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

as we watch our dreams turn into dust

people are like icebergs,
they only show 10% of who they really are.
- If you really knew me