Monday, June 28, 2010

some say its ignorance, it makes me feel so innocent

i really wish you could be here.                physically
the reality is, it will never happen.
but the hope never dies.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

when we reach the top well watch you bury yourself

if life was easy where would all the adventures be?

just hold your breath

Lets drop everything
And not come back ‘til next fall

Driving around with your friends in your parents car.
We’re the ones who made it out
Looking back on what we’ve done this year

It was the best times
It was the worst times
But we built something here

I’m coming home for the bright lights and the long nights

 im guilty of doing that.
Kindve an example: when im doing a test or somethin, and insist that the answer couldnt possably be 2 (for example) because thats way to obvious, and i know a lot of other people do this to.
why do we do this though?
why do we not have enough confidence in ourselves to believe that we are right?

Lets drop everything and not come back ‘til next fall

i really wanna learn how to play the guitar
i think im gona start to save up to buy myself one and go for lessons to

Can you hear me?

i wish you were here

Sunday, June 6, 2010

false pretense

so prom...
what a night.. deffinitly one of the longest nights of my life and at the same time, it seems like it went by so fast.
Friday night was deffinitly in the top 5 worst nights of my life though.
That saying that nothing worse could happen clearly proved wrong that night. One thing after another kept fucking up. In the long run, in 10 years maybe, the story will be funny, but nows too soon. I cant understand how a night could be so fucked up.
Dont get me wrong, the beggining was fun, getting ready, taking pictures, in the limo on the way to prom was deffinitly a good time, and at the end, and next day was great but theres a huge gap between than when, for the most part, prom seemd pointless and a waste of time.  I wish i could go back and change it. I know prom is hyped up and stuff but i mean, none of us deserved that shitty of a night.
At least we have a story.