baby what you gonna

"John Steinbeck once wrote “It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying and try so to live for our death brings no pleasure on the world."

- One Tree Hill

take me away

so 22 days later...
i havent been that busy so i dont really have any excuse for not blogging but simply that i havent wanted to.
theres a lot new shit going on and it seems like everythings in a downward spiral.
all i can say is that i hope everything gets better..

Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain

Octavio Paz once wrote: Solitude is the profoundest fact of the human condition. Man is the only being who knows he is alone.

- one tree hill

Love kills, romance is dead And I don't even trust myself

Douglas Adams once wrote, he felt that his whole life was some kind of dream, and he sometimes wondered who's it was, and whether they were enjoying it.

-one tree hill

writing on the walls

i think ill be going to the chapel more often this year.
i hope it works.

this habit is always so hard to break

you would think that at times like these i would want to write more.
to vent or just get it off my shoulders,
but honestly i dont want to.
i dont have the want or need to anymore.
or at least not enough, or nearly as much as what it use to be.
things that use to seem more important just dont.
and for whatever reason i just dont fel the need to tell people.
as much as id like to, i just dont want to.
maybe its too much attention or having them worry about me when they all have there own shit going on.
i dont know.
but i guess its now more than ever that ill have to force myself to be stronger becasue as of right now im not nearly as strong as i should be