our death seems endless with a million and one regrets

so im kinda obsessed with wheres waldo and shrek, on my cell.
wheres waldo is the hardest fucking game ever, but its rather addicting

disaster's only a scream away

All walled up
I can taste the winter
I would shut up if I thought that it mattered
That's what it feels like
When you're stitched into the skin
I feel stuck
And no one thinks
Something's missing?

No one cares
No one listens
Screaming words that you fake hearing
No one cares
No one listens anymore

My eyes burn
As I bury how I'm feeling
Close my eyes
It's my life that I've been stealing
If it's all right why do I feel a sense of longing?
I had it all and yet I thought that something's missing
Something's missing

No one cares
No one listens
Screaming words that you fake hearing
No one cares
No one listens anymore

So paranoid
I've been hiding from the sun
I'm tired of being afraid
of everything and everyone
Oh so tired...

- no one cares. Atreyu

bring me the horizon

so a list of must dos for the summer:

-pay someone back
-read those 3 books
-get my sin card
-at least start on the boot camp thing with Christina and work on endurance and arms
-chill with those i haven't in forever
-work on me...

lead sails paper anchor

i have 3 books i want to finish during the summer.
problem is i tend to take 1001 years to finish just one book.
one of them I've had to start over 3 times (this time being the third) because I've left it for so long I've practically forgotten what has previously happened.
i start reading,
i put it down,
and i just seem to forget about it.

a deathgrip on yesterday

Stephen king:
definitely a weird person,
but an amazing writer.

so here's some quotes by Mr. K,

I watched Titanic when I got back home from the hospital, and cried. I knew that my IQ had been damaged.

lol!

Each life makes its own imitation of immortality.

Fiction is the truth inside the lie.

I am the literary equivalent of a Big Mac and Fries.

Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty.

People want to know why I do this, why I write such gross stuff. I like to tell them I have the heart of a small boy... and I keep it in a jar on my desk.

The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.

We make up horrors to help us cope with the real ones.

When his life was ruined, his family killed, his farm destroyed, Job knelt down on the ground and yelled up to the heavens, "Why god? Why me?" and the thundering voice of God answered, "There's just something about you that pisses me off."

You can't deny laughter; when it comes, it plops down in your favorite chair and stays as long as it wants.

Regret is an inception, regret is a beginning Miles and miles of wires build the apparatus

in so many heavy metal, screamo, hardcore-like bands
there lyrics actually mean something.
considering how half of it you cant even understand when you listen to a song the first time,
i guess a lot of people just think they make pointless noise. and whatever it is that there saying isn't even worth finding out or listening to.
but i find much more "intellect" in lyrics by some heavy metal bands then a lot of main stream groups or artists.

With faith, some minds are sand; But i prefer concrete

You put a bullet in my head
Turned black thoughts to red
This could all end in tragedy

I dream of you dead laid you dead to rest
I wont look back in for memory

But don't rush us out like I sold you
Are you a killer and I think I know its you
I was deep in that night I know its taking this
So hurry up to figure you out to insult'
Your glass kept from falling down
One time from your good times
I'm not interested in working this out


And that's what you are
I said blasterd fucking mess
Fuck off to be without you
Die in use to burn just bury
Any part because the walk on my hand
Not even not even kick you when your down
Though you wanted something because you
Are living the lonely star
But this is the part where I say goodbye!
(and let the scent of time)
Pull over us say goodbye!
And let the scent of time pull over us

You never had to crawl
You never had to say what it feels like
To be so trapped underneath
The weight of someone's world comes crashing down on me
I was longing to be free iv left a burden in you and me

This is my farwell to you and i

This will all end in tragedy

-Untitled Finale. Atreyu

This is what is going to separate us from them.

You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. God, I love this game.
-One Tree Hill

dont hate me because i disagree

my mom gave away zoey.
yeah she was annoying
yeah she was a pain in the ass
but i miss her
i miss her greeting me when i came back to my moms, or when i woke up, with constant meows

my mom said she put her up for adoption, even though a few weeks ago she said that shed have to be put down
i hope my mom didn't lie to me about zoey being adopted

ive come to the realization though that if you can run away from it you will.
you find some way out; like cheating. a quick escape.
you don't like just dealing with situations
you'd prefer someone to do it for you.

shadows of the past keep stabing my back

wow, when people (like everyone practically) go to summer school
i am going to be bored out of my mind

im under the gun; you're like the only one

when I'm looking at friends blogs, i always save yours for last

them vs. you vs. me

just trying to find my way back home

dead and gone

there was a ruin like this in a "scary" movie with a forgotten name
about vein like plant things that killed you.

scissors

the past 2 days have been pretty busy
I've spent about 2 and a half hours, awake, at my moms.
monday i woke up early to see exam marks, didn't see chem or bio but history was good,
then chilled at Christians with Daniela and Brittney.
home for like half an hour then back out to meet up with Daniela to see the proposal.
was a great movie actually:)
the mission to streetsville to meet up with people. completely pointless.
we were there for an hour and the entire hour practically was trying to figure out how to get home.

so the people we were with didn't want us taking a taxi or bus. no one had a car and apparently people had issues with picking up their phones that night. i ended up getting a ride from dads gf, but its like 11 45 and we felt guilty that shed have to drive me and danilea home. so 3 destinations(her house, my house, danis house) which arent even romotley close to eachother. however i wasnt allowed to sleepover at danis so she snuck me in.

• go through the backyard, incase her parents were downstairs
  
• wait for daniela to open the door
• sit underneith the kitchen table incase her parents came down
• went to the basment to watch tv without disturbing them, sat behind a door also incase her parents came down
• co-ordinate our steps so they were nsync, mission up her house, which has way to many stair cases, to her room
  
• pass her parents room, with double open doors
  
• slept in her closet incase her parents came in in the morning to say bye

and we got away with it, kay thanks:)
so teusday, southcommon to attempt to volunteer, back to her house, christina came over, went to streetsville. then to 16 mile creek for a few. then random places..

it feels weird being home, its only been like two days but it feels like 5.

all the right reasons

dedicated to miss .w: )

I, I'm driving black on black
Just got my license back
I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight
I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out
I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run
Your mom don't know that you were missing
She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing
Screamin'

[CHORUS]
No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple of animals

So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Check out the trouble we're in

You're beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I'm screamin'

[CHORUS]

So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we're in

We were parked out by the tracks
We're sitting in the back
And we just started getting busy
When she whispered "what was that?"
The wind, I think 'cause no one else knows where we are
And that was when she started screamin'
"That's my dad outside the car!"
Oh please, the keys, they're not in the ignition
Must have wound up on the floor while
we were switching our positions
I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing
Screamin'

[CHORUS]

So come on baby, get in
We're just a couple of animals
Get in, just get in
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Check out the trouble we're in
Get in, just get in

-Animals, Nickelback

this war is ours

huge downfall in the end

you ripped the tape from my healing heatbreak

Daniels party on Saturday was jokes and drama filled
my designated driver got pretty hyped up (i thought she was drunk but thankfully she wasn't) and had to sit down for like an hour and half to chill, shes so fucking stupid but i ,love her anyways.
someone egged her car too, like what..? random..
a lot of random people showed up, the place was so crowded and hot.
and to another person, your such a whore, but at least you had fun:)
to someone else, i think you're kind of over reacting...

another song for the weekend

watched the mmvas tonight with my dad:)
not bad, love billy talent
nicklebacks performance was pretty good and lady gags performance was very.. lady gaga:)
aaron carter was there.. wtf, oh well
and holy shit, kim kardashian does have a huge ass

i fell asleep with the lights on

south park on friday??
holy shit
one of the funniest episodes ever
they made fun of the Jonas brothers, Disney and their purity rings
fucking hilarious!
mickey mouse?
evil little funny bastard<3

when you hear this song and you sing along

last exam was today!
holy fuck
chem was the hardest thing ever
but yeah, so it feels like I've done 8 exams and not 3
i haven't quite realized that schools over, no more exams, until like January obvs
like holy shit
its summer now, omfg

i cant wait to sleep
:)

your love is like a poison

okay

I'm gona study

just because its my last exam, doesn't mean i should give up and hope for the best with what i remember.

Then I swear to you that we can make this last

just one more exam then I'm done
and its chem, i need to pass desperately.
I've been staring at my review for like 2 hours and I've done 2 questions
i just cant seem to bring myself to pick up my pen, grab a calculator and work
it seems as the weeks progressed I've cared and studied less and less

and my arms really annoying me. i cant wait to not write anymore.
at first the reactions from my bruise were funny, now its just annoying, because its from the same people.
get over it, its on my body, not yours and its not even your first time seeing it.

everything you say to me brings me one step closer to the edge

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzxlqQnC1oE

lol

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

how the fuck am i supposed to study like this

Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldnt have?

Let the rain fall down, let it fall to the ground,
Let the rain fall down to the ground.
And the birds don't sing, no they don't make a sound,
When you're six feet underground.

Well they cast me out when the word spread around
That I never sang in the church.
And it took one night for the town to decide
I'm afflicted by the curse.

And the rain falls down, let it fall to the ground.
And the birds don't sing, no they don't make a sound.
So I look to the sky, tell me why, tell me why,
Do they all get to live, and I have to die?

So they marched me down to the center of town,
With their pitchforks high in the air.
I was chained and bound with a blindfold around
So the judge wouldn't catch my stare.
And they hung my soul from the gallows pole
But the witch they never found.
So to those who don't fit society's mold,
Learn to swim or you will drown.

And the rain falls down, let it fall to the ground.
And the birds don't sing, no they don't make a sound.
So I look to the sky, tell me why, tell me why,
Do they all get to live, and I have to die?

And the angels sing: let it shine, let it shine,
Dry the teardrops from my eyes.
And the bells will ring when the blind lead the blind,
'Cause the dead can't testify.
And because I can't take an eye for an eye,
In the afterlife I'll haunt you 'till you die!

And the rain falls down, let it fall to the ground
(Let teardrops hit the ground!)
And the birds don't sing, no they don't make a sound
(When you're six feet underground!)
So I look to the sky, tell me why, tell me why,
Do they all get to live, and I have to die?

And the angels sing: let it shine, let it shine,
Dry the teardrops from my eyes.
And the bells will ring when the blind lead the blind,
'Cause the dead can't testify.
And because I can't take an eye for an eye,
In the afterlife I'll haunt you 'till you die!

And the angels sing: let it shine, let it shine,
Dry the teardrops from my eyes.
And the bells will ring when the blind lead the blind,
'Cause the dead can't testify.
And because I can't take an eye for an eye,
In the afterlife I'll haunt you 'till you die!

- Billy Talent, the dead cant testify

And the birds don't sing, no they don't make a sound, When you're six feet underground.

dont call me a liar
dont put words in my mouth
dont act like a hypocrite

i guess im paranoid

exams are slowly killing me
especially biology
im so scared for this exam
all i have to do is pass, but it seems like such a mission
i want to stop studying so badly, but i don't know nearly enough i think.
im scared of forgetting everything and freezing up, there's just so much information, way to much

the requiem for broken hearts

and some others
are what i listen to when i run.
hip hop-dance-like music, just doesn't work.
:)

Don't patronize I realize I'm losing and this is my life

my mom took my ipod charger hostage
i had to mission all over my house to try and find it
i found one,after like 30 minutes, but i don't know where the fuck she put the other one

I'm half asleep and i am wide-awake this habit is always so hard to break

penguins won!!!
fucking right:)

so the weekend.. alright i guess, went out few hours Saturday to chill but ive been studying practicly the whole weekend.
bio is going to kill me, i have 26 full pages front and back of study notes, based off the review
and grant doesn't give half marks either
this whole week i know im probably going to be a bitch to everyone
but at least i only have 3 exams, thank god, i cant wait for Thursday

saturday night was horrible but i guess it was for the best..right? i guess ill see tomorrow

history, i think i'm okay for, just random things i have to review

and chem i dont even know, but a leats he gives part marks

This isn't what i wanted but i can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

so my arm,
its a lot better, still cant extend it and bend it fully but w/e
however, i got this monstrous bruise above my elbow,on the arm that's hurt of course, its called a compression bruise or something, but yeah.. randomly decided to show up Saturday morning

Hey Miss Murder, can I Make beauty stay if I take my life?

promises are just a waste of words and breath if there not kept
im sorry if i hurt you
im sorry if i said something inappropriate
but we all acted immature
so don't act like it was all me
ive wanted to talk about it so much but i cant
understand that some things are just kept as secrets
we all have them
some bigger than others and in this case, not even close
yeah, i could have handled the situation better but its in the past,
whats done is done
you just have to understand and be patient
i know i probably shouldn't talk, which ill change
but it doesn't involve you,
when the time is right i might say something but don't ask for more detail because some things are better left unsaid

sorry if this is harsh

if your bothered by this, or how i acted, just tell me

so ill sit in my room and ill cry in my bed

obviously my best isn't good enough
i should probably just give up, cuz im beginning to not give a shit

I fuckin swear that I care, but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare

i hate this

and while im at it , throw a hand grenade

muscle pain and emotional pain are both the same
there not visible, but there still there

and they fucking kill

and if you dont believe me, watch and i will make it happen

so i did something to my elbow
i think i landed on it pretty hard in outdoor ed cuz it fucking kills
definitely not broken but i don't know if its just bruised or i tore something

there's a lingering pain and any movement practically kills
such a nuisance
and it had to be my right arm right?
right before exams, better get well by then

the only evidence they have is the police sketch of my mask

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

I hitched a ride, until the coast
To leave behind, all of my ghosts
Searching for something, I couldn't find at home

Can't get no job, can you spare a dime?
Just one more hit, and I'll be fine
I swear to God, this'll be my one last time!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

When it gets dark, in Pigeon Park
Voice in my head, will soon be fed
By the vultures, that circle round the dead!

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

I never once thought, I'd ever be caught!
Staring at sidewalks, hiding my track marks!
I left my best friends, or did they just leave me?

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

Run away before you drown!

Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves... on the ground

-fallen leaves, billy talent

one of my all time favorite bands, hands down
i never get bored of their songs

i searched for something i couldnt find at home

so i have to pay for my g1
not that big of a deal i guess but i have no job, no consistent source of allowance, and when i get it its only ever between 5 and 20.
so how the fuck am i supposed to save up 125 or so, and if i fail the test, its a waste.

i need a job, but for whatever reason i don't have my social insurance number,
apparently you get one when your born, well i dont have one. simple as that. i hate when people point this fact out to me, ask me why i dont have one. fuck should i know? you ask it like its my fault... tell me how its my fault exactly.
anyway its being worked on, but apprnetly somethigns wrong with my birth certificate, wtf..
meanwhile my dads been bugging me bout getting a job..

im just sick of procrastination. being told something and not having it being pulled through. if i ever did that, id be in so much shit. if i could do it myself, i would

and school..? so im 1% away from a pass in bio, which i thought would be so much lower and im passing chem, thankfully, but im scared for the exam.
so much fucking work

i've got nothing left to prove so i'll live with my regret

ill miss that class
its taught me a lot, not necessarily in a good way however.
maybe that's my downfall.
believing something, especially when compared to others, you start to think about it more and more, which makes you worse, which makes you think more...

we hurt eachother with the things we wanna say

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.
-one tree hill

Because it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover who you are. And it´s only when you´re tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life has.
-one tree hill

theres no comfort in the truth

hope and love seem to be a waste

i dont believe in fairy tales

bed of razors

i get to see my best friend Alexandra soon:)
i haven't seen her since new years, that's like 6 months, half a year.
I've grown up with this girl, literally.
her mom baby sat me since i was 2 and then when she went back to work we both went to the same new babysitter, who lived just across from her.
i lived just a complex away from her, a-b
we went to the same elementary school, however her family moved to oakville, a few years ago.
not that far thankfully but i still hardly see her and her fam.
so im excited to meet up in the summer:)

there's a few other people i have to chill with.
not cuz we haven't in forever,which is true, but because i actually want to.
i miss their company.

alone in december

tomorrow is going to be weird, no doubt

im half a sleep and wide awake

so dissection,
kinda gross and but kinda cool
iuno what to think of it exactly
smells disgusting though

chem, im finally understanding it, and just in time for the quiz/test
weird how a few simple questions can make such a difference

standing no chance to win but were not running

remember the board game life?
i fucking love that game

and i dont want you to go to bed mad at me

weekend:
friday- christinas house, swimming, streetsville, chilling

saturday- woken up early-thanks monika..:P bread and honey, more chilling, fun day
ran home from the beginning of falconer to my dads, actually proud of myself cuz i ran in bare feet, flip flops just don't do

sunday- woken up early, again- thanks christina: P...christinas again to work on outdoor ed culminating and i fucking love our game:)
we preset tomorrow though and i hate presentations

good weekend over all

boy i like you just the way you are

so last night my mom locked me out of the apartment...
i get there at like 9ish, unlock the door and i cant open it.
on the door there's 3 locks. two of which can only be unlocked from the inside.
my moms paranoid about locking the door, cuz apparently one lock inst enough, so she'll call me Sunday to ask if I'm coming back that night, if not, she'll lock the door. she never called last night so she didn't have any reason to lock the other 2 locks.
so I'm standing in the hall for a good 5 minutes.
of course my moms asleep.
i kept knocking and no answer. deep sleep?
i could practically hear my neighbors getting mad and annoyed-thin walls.
eventually she woke up and unlocked the door, obviously

so this story doesn't have that big of a point, just that my mom needs to get over her paranoia, and not lock the other 2 locks when she knows I'm coming back that night

:)

teenage dirtbag

so penguins lost
5-0
what the fuck
honestly,
one of the games that matters the most, and you decide to play like shit.
yeah you weren't in your home town, but you really let your momentum down
I'm disappointed
5-0,wow
better luck next year

nice fights though, may as well get a few hits when you know your going to loose

as for Detroit, good job, that's a pretty awesome win:)

prisoner of today

Shaun white,
snowboarder,
I've been a huge fan of his for years.
countless victories at the Olympics, winter x games and Burton global open championship
and he has a game named after him
hes, by far, my favorite snowboarder, hes accomplished so much for someone at his age.

this gets me so pumped for winter. this year I'm definitely gona accomplish more on a board.

im my own worst enemy

this makes me miss winter

my last serenade

i want at least one day where a joke isn't taken too far
peoples voices are getting annoying
I'm getting so tired of keeping it all in
you cant even take my shut up seriously
i wanna blast some music and just lie down in my bed and fall asleep forever, or escape somewhere serene where no one can find me

If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your breaking heart

There comes a time when every life goes off course.
In this desperate moment you must choose your direction.
Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are?
Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice?
Or will you embrace your new path?
Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.
-one tree hill

Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin

your definitely not helping
how can we be considered friends if we don't even confined in each other?
am i worth your time?
do you even care?
have your feelings changed?
you make me worried, and i don't know what to say around you

Cant you tell that this is just a contest, The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest

Truth is still absolute. Believe that.
Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined.
And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
-Lucas, one tree hill

I hate and I love
well, why do I, you probably ask
I don't know, but I know its happening
and it hurts.
- Gaius Valerius Catullus(87-47 BCE), poet

And still you feel like the loneliness Is better replaced by this

cs, thank you
i really needed to talk to someone and i know i can always count on some good advice or sympathy or just a good friend in you.
your a really great person.
you know ill be here for you.
again, thank you, even just for listening

this song is called

happy birthday <3:)

i wish i didn't care

and btw, you are so ignorant. thanks for noticing, cuz I'm pretty sure it was obvious

silence is the enemy

You tell lies when you look at me, smile when you look away
Spin a web any fool can see, put your candy on display

It's a game of who needs who, who's on top, me or you
Pleasure and pain feel the same when the night is thru

Girl you want me to cry, feel like I'm gonna die
Girl you want me to bleed, feel the thrill of my need
Girl you want me to bed, wish to hell I was dead
Cos you love me to hate you, yeah you love me to hate you
Girl you love me to hate you, and the more that I hate you I love you

You're like a cat on a hot tin roof, I love it when you scratch and bite
You got my heart in a hangman's noose, pull the rope and make it tight
Love's like a chain holdin' you to me, you're the lock, baby I'm the key
Don't wanna walk 'cause we're caught in a fantasy

Girl you want me to cry, feel like I'm gonna die
Girl you want me to bleed, feel the thrill of my need
Girl you want me to bed, wish to hell I was dead
Cos you love me to hate you, yeah you love me to hate you
Girl you love me to hate you, and the more that I hate you I love you

It's a game of who needs who, who's on top, me or you
Pleasure and pain feel the same when the night is thru

Girl you want me to cry, feel like I'm gonna die
Girl you want me to bleed, feel the thrill of my need
Girl you want me to bed, wish to hell I was dead
Cos you love me to hate you, yeah you love me to hate you
Girl you love me to hate you, and the more that I hate you I love you

Cos you love me to hate you, yeah you love me to hate you
Girl you love me to hate you, and the more that I hate you I love you

And the more that I hate you I love you
Yeah the more that I hate you I love you

-you love me to hate you, kiss

My parents think I'm crazy and they hate the things I do I'm stupid and I'm lazy, man, if they only knew

when i was younger, like 7, i use to love the band kiss.
they were all i listened to at one point.
i kinda forgot about them over the years but lately I've been kinda craving to listen to them again.
some people think they suck but w/e, fuck you:) i cant even defended though because i haven't heard them in years

and its times like these that keep getting harder

its hard to think clearly when you are in a situation cause you need to have an unbiased opinion of sorts. and when you're the spectator removed form the problem its easier.
- phill

basically, its easier to give someone advice, but when your put in that situation, its a lot harder.

i've said some things i wish i could take back

Sometimes i wonder if anything's absolute anymore.
Is There Still right and wrong?
Good and bad? Truth and lies?
Or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation, grey.
Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making.
And sometimes things simply catch up to us.

Lucas-one tree hill

Drawn together Painter’s brush stroke Sleight of hand We won’t go up in smoke

it feels like 1 30 or 2 am
not 11 47 pm

what if i wanted to break?

history and chemistry are very similar if you think about it,
not in the obvious sense,
but just that they both teach us about the reasons things are.
think about it,
chemistry tells us about reactions, particles, molecules,
how they react in situations which helps us figure out the outcome.
in history we learn about past events which shaped our society today- the outcome.
also, whether people like to admit it or not, chemistry and history are very important to our lives.
if not for chem, we wouldn't be able to make medicines, which would completely change... everything
with history, knowing past mistakes helps us prevent them from happening again. how we evolved, how civilization came to be, why most people speak English and not french..
i could go on but this is probably good enough.

was just something i was randomly thinking about last night

cuz its ur daughter that I want and its the sex and not the love

mole train, woo: )

i haven't really wanted the school year to end but right now with all the work and shit, i cant wait for it to come.

to the moon and back

honestly, I'm about to break down

how did we get here

if you haven't seen these movies check them out,
second hand lions and
the fastest Indian

so crack a bottle, let your body waddle

MTV movie awards,
adam samberg<3
eminem.. good performance but i was definitely expecting more
Ashley tisdale should not have won the best female break through
ew, miley cyrus
Taylor lautner<3
Lil Wayne is so short:)
triumph and Ben stiller, lol
ahah Kristen Stewart dropped the award:)
Jim carrey, oh i love you
twilight won best film.. wtf..
i love the book but the movie wasn't that good
should have been slumdog
harry potter and transformers i definitely want to see.
does that make me a nerd?: )
i also actually wanna see star trek..lol
drag me to hell, and night at the museum, prob others too but I'm pretty sure that's good for now