But black roses and Hail Mary's Cant bring back what's taken from me

-i hate that i can relate to every single word of this song

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary's
Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the sky

And call out your name And if I could trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold Now that you've gone away

November 28, 2009. 5:45 pm

come and go like ocean waves

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

as the days turn into nights

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words
[Chorus]

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
And I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and know
Pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I did and how so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end

[Chorus]

In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(What you will find [x4])

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you

[Chorus x2]

our time will tell if life goes on

iv'e been listening to linkin park a lot lately,
as if their a newly discovered band

one day this worlds gona end

i guess it's better your in a really really amazingly nice place, but it's lowering my hope a lot.

now im trying to find my way back home

i'd really love to know how human kind can walk on the moon, send a satelite lightyears and lightyears away, make a cell phone that was once a brick into a little thing that goes into our ear, create coloured tv, new machines, and create something where one person can type in something and a million hits can come up( also known as internet..) and yet we cant discover treatment and cures for some "incurable" diseases.

is it actualy incurable or have you just not found the cure yet?

i understand it isn't easy, but it's the 21st century and look at all the things that have been accomplished, even in the past 30 years.

bloody nails and broken hearts

im really finding it hard to care

diamond on a landmine

We're dancing on thin ice before
Frozen from the winter's cold
And if it were to crack below
I'd never let you go

took over my senses and i lost control

it's getting really hard to handle.
i'd love to see you stay positive.
trust me,it sounds better on the outside.

for those who have heart

i'm on the edge of the rooftop
thinking nobody will ever know
i hope that you'd want to be the one to see
the distance from the road

this is our triumph over all the forms of filth you've spread
well never let this go
right from the very start i knew this day would come
tonights the night we silence you
there's nowhere left to run

let this be your reminder
i'm everything that you wanted to be
hope for the best but it's over
and you thought you were better than me

such a pretty picture
your chalk line on the ground
i hope you die

such a pretty picture, your chalk line on the ground

everythings been insane
i know before i said this semester would be easy because i thought i had slack courses but, to be honest, there begining to be too much.
english is a fucking bitch, dramas just a pain and families is like a social studies version of bio;
its all memorization.

normaly this wouldnt bother me as much but considering all aspects, it really sucks.

i cant remember the last time i cried

it sucks that we dont really talk anymore

Congregation Of The Damned

Knives out
We bare our teeth
Strength and pain are what rules the world
End of days and we're racing to red lights
Does that make sense to anyone else?

Deny any wrong doing
Pass the buck and then fake some more blame
Lie's a circle then we all reap the whirlwind
Then we push for war
...
What goes around
Comes around
And around and around and
Hateful young men
Turn to old hateful men
What goes around
Comes around
And around and around and
Hateful young men
Turn to old dead men

Broken glass, your fake reflection

im scared out of my fucking mind

critical acclaim

Be quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off all this insecurity
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds

(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your best friend
(I'll bleed but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection

Telling them its all for something real
Don't forsake the words you speak
You've gone too far, acclaim

So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of America
Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights
So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existence
Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we wave high in the air
Towards all those pompous asses who spend their days pointing fingers

Fuck you

Be quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in
As part of your generous hypocrisy collected in a maze

(Tabloid gossip, we want less real)
There's no need for us to bury you
(Selfish agenda, once again)
Right this way, deter your own grave

Telling them its all for something real
Don't forsake the words you speak
You've gone too far, acclaim

All the way from the east to the west
We've got this high society looking down on this very foundation
Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems
Pointing the fingers in every direction
Blaming their own nation for who wins elections
They've never contributed a fucking thing to the country they love to criticize

Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see, try and get through
And many mistakes cant hurt
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first

Be quiet, you might piss somebody off

(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your best friend
(I'll bleed but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection

Telling them its all for something real
Don't forsake the words you speak
You've gone too far, acclaim

no i dont feel what i felt before

i know you're trying to "prepare" me, and i appreciate it,
however, i'll never be prepared.
How can someone be ready for that sort of thing?
i know i'm not nearly strong enough to handle it, as much as people think i am.
I'm in denial, but I know it will happen, I just havn't allowed myself to believe it.
How can something like that happen?
Not yet, not now.
I dont want to think about all the things that will happen.
I know I probably should but I cant do it.
I've never prayed so much in my life but it seems useless.
As much as i look forward to seeing you everyday, I also don't.
I hate seeing you like that, and I hate when you're in a bad mood, which lately, is all the time.
And anyway, right about now would be a great time for a miracle...

Somewhere along in the bitterness

Between the lines of fear and blame

you said you wanted to go somewhere hot
florida or cuba
but in order to do so you need to get better.
there it is again, false hope

hold your breath and count to four

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair
-what goes around. Justine Timberlake