i searched for something i couldnt find at home

so i have to pay for my g1
not that big of a deal i guess but i have no job, no consistent source of allowance, and when i get it its only ever between 5 and 20.
so how the fuck am i supposed to save up 125 or so, and if i fail the test, its a waste.

i need a job, but for whatever reason i don't have my social insurance number,
apparently you get one when your born, well i dont have one. simple as that. i hate when people point this fact out to me, ask me why i dont have one. fuck should i know? you ask it like its my fault... tell me how its my fault exactly.
anyway its being worked on, but apprnetly somethigns wrong with my birth certificate, wtf..
meanwhile my dads been bugging me bout getting a job..

im just sick of procrastination. being told something and not having it being pulled through. if i ever did that, id be in so much shit. if i could do it myself, i would

and school..? so im 1% away from a pass in bio, which i thought would be so much lower and im passing chem, thankfully, but im scared for the exam.
so much fucking work