Cant you tell that this is just a contest, The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest

Truth is still absolute. Believe that.
Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined.
And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
-Lucas, one tree hill

I hate and I love
well, why do I, you probably ask
I don't know, but I know its happening
and it hurts.
- Gaius Valerius Catullus(87-47 BCE), poet