So don't push me, I've got nothing to lose

Today my mom was showing me some things she had set aside, incase i was looking for them.
She brought me to the cabnit, so i could put my gamecube and ps2 there, with the dvd's.
She proceeded to say, "theres your dad"... "I prefer him to be in the corner".. or something along the lines of her basically prefering him to be in the corner.
She was referring to his ashes, of course, and the back corner of the cabnit where they currently are.
The fact that my dad is literaly in 2 boxes, in a corner in a cabnit is so fucked up; and that notion hadnt even occured to me until my mom said those words.
It's also disgusting that there tucked away like that. Might as well be in storage.
I mean, if they were on display or not, id still feel weird, so it doesnt really matter, but still.
Its more respectfull to not keep them in a fucking corner of a cabnit.
Its so fucked up.
All of this, everything.