i hate this.
i really do.
i cant concetrate.
i feel so stressed.
i dont want to be at school.
i want to hide in my bed and never wake up.
problem being, i think ive become partialy insomniac.
i dont usualy get tired and i have to force myself to sleep.
ive had my bedroom curtains closed since november 28th.
i dont believe im strong, just that im in denial.
i dont know if ill ever get over it.
im scared for the future.
i feel like im over reacting.
i feel guilty when i smile or laugh.
it hurts to smile and laugh.
ive never been in so much pain before.its unexplainable.
i wish you could be here.
everyday i hope to god im just in a horribly real, long nightmare.
every morning i want to go back to sleep, because its easier than facing the truth.
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