Sunday, August 30, 2009

This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad

im scared and nervous.
ive never been so scared in my life.
and i cant tell myself that it will be okay because i dont know that.
ive never had such a variety of emotions at once.
i dont know who to talk to, or even if i want to talk to anyone.
waking up seems harder lately.
i just cant even comprehend that the worst outcome is actualy a possability.
your too young.
i never thought that it was this bad. but im glad i know the truth.
i dont wanna loose you.
you dont deserve this.
i just hope they figure everything out soon and it can be treated.
i know your hurting and your scared aswell and i dont know how you keep control.
you have to be one of the strongest people i have ever met and i admire you so much for that.
thank you for being there for me no matter what. and ill always be there for you.
i love you


"where theres hope theres strength,
where theres strenght theres recovery"
- Bernard Richardson

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