Sunday, May 3, 2009

hello to you too.
im sorry, honestly i am. but i waited for you just like you waited for me.
why cant you take an apology?
again, im sorry.
im writing this as if you'll actually read it, but you wont.
but maybe somehow you'll just know.
i hurt you and im sorry,
but it hurts me that you think i don't give a shit about you
how can i not?
that your at the bottom of my priority list?
no, your not. of course your not.
and i know you'll just be giving him more ammunition to think im a spoiled, uncaring, selfish brat who only cares about herself.
but who even goes to sleep at 8?
you made it sound like it was 12.
again, im sorry.
you sould have called me,i could have called you,
either way the damage is done and now once again ill go to sleep with regret.
just as long as you know i do love you, and i do care about you,(please stop thinking that i dont) just my actions arent that forward and its something i have to change, i know.

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