Smother another failure, lay this to rest

i guess on a happier note, this weekend wasn't bad.
Saturday night was good.
kinda confused right now though about some things, and one person.
i want peoples opinions but at the same time i don't because they all seem to be the same.
and if it works out, i know ill probably get criticised at, by one person especially.
but i need this, i need a distraction.