I fuckin swear that I care,but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare

I knew it would end eventualy,
i was told this from the start,
but i guess after a while i thought it wouldnt happen.
it seems to have ended too soon, when in reality, it probably went on longer than it was supposed to.
im not ready yet.
i dont want to have to start all over again.
im gona miss you a lot.
i didnt think youd affect me this much.
what if this new person isnt as good?
thatll suck.
then again.. i could take a break.. i dont have to keep doing this.
but im kinda worried what will happen if i stop.
youre not just some random person in my life.
this is probably too melodramatic or whatever but i really dont care.