a mesage to the unknown

im sick and tired of all this
drama
bullshit
lies
bitching
i do it to but im fed up
i want to just run away
to somewhere calm, where no one else is that could possibly say that one thing that makes me cross that line from pissed off to totaly insane
only for a little bit though
until everything is back to normal
until i can calm down
because i swear to god im going to explode
if i hear one more" i hate.." and "i dont care.." someone dies
this has been going on for WAY to long
i hardly believe anything you say now
i take it in but im filled with doubts
and i dont know what i should say around you anymore
i dont want to loose your friendship but fuck
this effects more than a few people
grow up
this is so stupid
get over yourself and let it go
i know ill probably never say that to you, in that way, anyways
whatever...
so ill try and take myself out of this
for as long as i can
as much as i can
i have serious doubts however, of this working
somehow, someone will claw there way back and block me from my escape
well fuck you