Take a breath and rest your jaw

okay seriously?
one thing i hate is when you go back on what you said and turn it around to make me sound like the bad person, and that I'm "putting words in your mouth". fuck you

next, you have no reason to not trust me. I'm always honest, i have no reason not to be, and just because I'm not in the fucking hospital or dead does not mean i drink every other day and built up a bigger tolerance to alcohol than you. what do you want me to say? sorry i don't get drunk off a bottle of beer?

Also, i love how it takes me to get completely fucked out of my mind in order for you to act like a parent. I'm not saying i don't love the freedom you give me, and i know you care, but it is kind of sad sometimes when i see my friends get in shit for stuff that you wouldn't even care or seem to care about. maybe its their parents or maybe its you..but i think the answers obvious. and yes i know most parents wouldn't let their kids do half the shit you let me do, I'm not a fucking dumbass, so you really don't need to remind me all the time. and by the way, thanks for making me sound like a horrible kid to have, like I'm a problem child or something.

your also a fucking hypocrite. if there's one thing you cant get mad at me for, its the amount i drink, unless its everyday, and because I'm underage.
i come home drunk once. you on the other hand Ive seen drunk more times than i can count, and I'm the one you're worried about? I'm the one who might have a problem? what the fuck...

oh and way to make me seem like the mature one in the argument. i ask you not to do something, and instead you do it even more? seriously, how old are you?

and way to go, saying one day ill be alone and no one will be here to help me and get me the "medical attention" i need, as if i need medical attention all the time. That just makes me feel so loved, good to know I'm going to be alone one day. and also saying "one day you wont be here" no fucking shit, of course i know that! my dads dead so clearly I'm well aware that people don't live forever, but to use it against me when you are well aware that i hate when you say that? thanks bitch.

and how about you actually listen to me for once? or take what i say into consideration.
 you are a horrible person to argue with because you refuse to listen to anyone else's views or think maybe for a second that their right and your wrong.

some of the things you say piss me off so much and i cant even fight it because somehow you turn it around to make it sound like an insult, or judgmental, or that I'm "putting words in your mouth".

her: ill take your word for it but I'm just not convinced
me: you don't believe me?
her: i didn't say
me: you just did! the last time i drank was at Ian's wedding.
her: i don't know colleen... I'm just not convinced. I'm at work during the day, you go out late sometimes...
me: so you don't believe me?
her: stop putting words in my mouth!
me: oh my god!


i have never given u any reason to not trust me, so why the hell you think id lie is beyond me.
Just because some people in the family had alcohol problems, doesn't mean I'm going to. I'm not them. if theirs anyone that needs the help with the drinking its you.

I'm sorry i put you through a lot or whatever but you aren't exactly the easiest person to live with either. especially when you're drunk, blasting music at 3am, on a workday. and when i try and tell you shit you say when your like that or the fact that you should go to sleep, you laugh it off, tell me not to worry, or say oh shit that's scary, I'm so sorry. and do it again 3 nights later.
clearly your not sorry if you do it again. but whatever, your life and your liver your screwing up

oh and by the way, I'm a teenager, i can make stupid ass mistakes, its a given. do i do it all the time? no, do i learn from my mistakes? yes. you should know that, being my mom and all. do i regret drinking that much? obviously! i don't like not remembering and being sick, i don't need you telling me you hope i feel like shit and vomit a lot so that  i "learn my lesson".

you make it sound like i do it all the time. when was the last time i was drunk in front of you? never.so tell me what the fuck the problem is.


i hate fighting with you because there's no arguing with you. you always have to be right. and the things you say half the time are fucked. Just because you don't wanna admit that you're in the wrong doesn't give you the right to make me feel bad instead. I know you care, but how about next time you stop acting like a bitch, actually listen to me and "take your own words and actions into consideration."

 parents can seriously be really mean and stupid sometimes