i dont know why but every time i go i get this nervous feeling in my stomach
it feels like a thousand little butterflies
but why? shouldnt i be use to this?
and to add onto that theres another one...
how am i going to deal with seeing them both during the week?
and the possibility of "help" seems to unbelievable to be real
i would give anything just for it to work, to feel different, to feel better.
not to mention what my friend told me earlier; ouch. that really hurts. of course you didnt know. how could you? you probably figured i was over it. not quite. i honestly,truly, sincerely wish i was. my life would be so much easier. im happy for you but i cant believe i even thought for a moment i had a shot. this is stupid. nothing happend so theres no reason for it to hurt right?
i wish everything could all just go away
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